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PS: I am actually thoroughly impressed with your knowledge about the things you take. It puts off a much more mature front, and its respectable. All of these experiences will one day give you so much strength to become something great. Imagine if that energy was put into something more worth while in the long run i don't know who would be able to stop you. I'm kinda proud of you Mallory.xo

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THANK YOU! i’ve experienced way more than a lot of people have… especially at this age. most things people wouldn’t ever want to experience but I believe everything i’ve gone through has helped me grow. all of the energy i put into learning about the “things i take” has always been important to me because i’m always thinking about the future and what could happen. I try to be as safe as possible with what I’m doing. Something more worthwhile that i am putting my energy into has been part of my life for years, and that’s my music. you can check out my website if you want to: mallorydoone.com

What would be your ideal life? Be descriptive. xo

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 14:46:45 -0400

fame and fortune. i’ve been working on my singing career since i was really young and things are finally starting to move forward which is really exciting. =] music is the only thing that has kept me going and i’d love to have a job that i look forward to doing (singing, performing, writing, recording.) and of course the money would be fucking awesome… i love money and if i had lots and lots of it, i’d be able to buy myself whatever i want… and support my friends and mom. my mom wants to be able to just relax and write her novels and be happy. with everything she’s done for me, i’d love to give her everything she’s ever wanted. i’d buy myself a cozy house or apartment, and if i ever have a best friend again or a boyfriend or anything like that, I’d probably have that person living with me. I hope by the time that I reach my goal of “fame and fortune,” my mind isn’t consumed with this fucking eating disorder. I don’t see myself ever having kids… I want a life of freedom and happiness. I’m sure I could write a lot more but I can’t really think of every detail of my ideal life right now. This is definitely my favorite question I’ve ever been asked tho! haha =]

the weight gain from quiting smoking maybe a sign of thyriod gland damage it can also cause male body changes like hair growth beard ect male voice chest hair male pattern baldness ?:(

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 14:28:05 -0400

where are you getting this information from honestly. cigarettes are slightly stimulating which would cause metabolic changes. thats why even when i wasnt addicted i’d stay sucking on my e-cig to keep my metabolism working

RIP Zach

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 14:26:48 -0400

my “little brother” died on Saturday. I have never had to go through losing a friend that’s relatively close to my age and basically like a family member to me. Zach I love you more than you’ll ever know. I have so many things I want to tell you and I hope you’ve been listening to me when I talk to you out loud all day and night. Please watch over me as much as you can and please protect me. I wish I was there to protect you on Friday. I would do absolutely anything to go back in time and change that day so I could be there for you. I’m not deleting the text you sent me that morning asking to chill because it’s a reminder that I could have been there and I could’ve protected you. Of course I didn’t get to read your text until I’d woken up at some sort of abnormal hour. I’m never gonna forget you. No one will. You could make me feel better no matter what was going on. Every time Justin would break up with me, you and Dylan and your mom would come to my house and bring me presents or take me out somewhere and you would be pulling my hair through the hole in the passenger seat until I gave you a drag of my cigarette. The last time I saw you, you were in my house with your brother and mom and you guys were listening to me sing and I know that you could tell that it was making me happy. I won’t ever have any other image of you in my mind besides you smiling, because every time I was with you, you were smiling (and stoned off your ass…) and that made me smile… it feels really weird not waking up to a text from you saying “Lemme slide thru for a g for 10 I’ll smoke you out on a blunt ;)”. You have never wronged me and your family has done absolutely everything for me in this world and the thought of not having you around ever again is making me cry non stop. I hope you’re enjoying the place you’re in now… I hope you’ll protect me and watch over me. I’ll never stop thinking about you and what an incredible person you are. You’re the last person I would ever have expected this to happen to. It isn’t fair. You mean so much to me and I’d do anything to have you back on this planet. Please give me some sort of sign and let me know what I can do for you… if there’s anything you want done, or if there’s anything you want someone to know. Just let me know somehow and I swear to you I will get it done.

Rest in peace. I love you to the moon and back.

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my babygirl knows where its atttt ;] Mochi’s loving my...

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my babygirl knows where its atttt ;] Mochi’s loving my Xanax pillow hahahaha

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That's so awful that your ex boyfriend is going to be a father :( Does he know how you feel about that situation?

Thu, 13 Jun 2013 18:04:56 -0400

i dont think my thoughts matter to him lol he knows that i know tho. they basically publicized it on instagram by putting up a pic of his girlfriend’s pregnancy test. im blocked but about 10 people sent me pictures of it. my life is awesome

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have you had part of your over extended intestines removed or started growing down(fur) or got yellow,leather type skin or had your teeth removed or lost your finger/toe nails or got a pace maker moitored 24/7/365 by the hospital or started eating out of bins or had any strokes or lost the abilaty to speak or muli-organ failure if not its what you are facing in the very near future if you carry on and the smoking will help cancer develop at a faster rate :(:(

Thu, 13 Jun 2013 17:55:26 -0400

Actually I have had a few of those symptoms. Not a pace maker… my mom’s friend has one and we got to cut all the lines at Disney. no but really I don’t plan on smoking for the rest of my life, i will quit eventually. i’ve quit before and i end up gaining weight and i can’t handle that stress right now.

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